Tuesday, June 26, 2007


Tired of Loving?..


Humampas ang hangin
Sa kinang ng salamin
Hindi na alam kung bakit
Sabay ng mga mata kong pumikit

Hindi na baleng masaktan ako
Basta't wag ka lang lalayo
Dahil baka di ko na kayanin
Pag ako'y iyong lisanin...

Sabihin mo sa aking mukha
Ikaw ba'y nagsasawa na?
Sa araw araw na pangugulit ko?
Sa araw araw na paglambing sayo?

Masama na ba ngayon
Ang mag hintay sa pagkakataon?
Masama na nga ba
Ang mag hintay sa iyo sinta?

Kaya't sabihin mo na
Kung nagsasawa ka na talaga
Para hindi na ko mag taka pa
Kung isang araw, iwan mo ko bigla...




I haven't done this for a while... So I appreciate if you guys will comment on this ^_^.. It has no hidden meaning, I just felt the urge to write a sad poem XD.. If you guys like this one, I'll promise there will be more of this pretty soon... ^_^

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Saturday, June 23, 2007


Food on the Table...


It was fun while it lasted

The heat of the sun filled the empty room as I was gasping for a cool breeze... I remembered, my sister turned off the AirCondition and the Electric Fan was broken... I checked the time, it was already 12 in the afternoon. I stretched up and went down to eat my "breakfast".

The house was in a total mess when I came down, the "housemates" are always having their "spring cleaning" every sunday... But then they never managed to put the sofas and tables back in place. I went to the dining table and noticed that the food was already served... Somehow, I felt relieved...

But then I wasn't very happy with this kind of setup before. Our former housemate also serves the food on the dining table and we have to go there to eat it. This process was good because my family and I can eat together. Well, not really every time because my parents often comes home very late. But then, one day, I asked her If she can serve the food to me so I don't have to go to the table anymore (I'm such a lazy bum). He looked at me with those angry eyes. Probably like you see on YM with this smiley ":-". Oh, how I dreamt of having dinner in front of the pc...

Then one day, she left our house to go home to her province, and then came another housemate. This time, her modes are different. She now serves the food on US. We'll just tell her on what we want to eat then she serves it on us. My dream if finally coming true! No more going up and down to go to the dining table, no more distractions, no more stolen time on conferences and... No more together time with my family... Now that I think of it, I never thought of that before... I was having so much relief on the setup, I forgot the real meaning of having dinner on the dining table... It is the bonding with the family that counts right?..

Sometimes I got tired of the same setup every morning. Everytime I'm hungry and looks for food. And when the housemates are all in bed having their "siesta", there's no food served at the table. It was very frustrating because, I can't cook heavy meals. That was the time when I thought, enough is enough...

Then our housemate left our house saying "magbabakasyon muna ako". Then came another housemate. And as you can see, everything is back to normal... She serves the food on the table again... But then, the lazy bum inside of me misses the former setup... Well, everything is back to normal and I must say... It was fun while it lasted...

"Wait, I'm not finished with my food! Wait! Stop it! Don't clean it yet! Argh! Ateee!!"

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Saturday, June 16, 2007


Rolling for freedom...


Filled with adrenaline, I walked down that Lane...

Gumising ako kanina ng tanghali na sabay tawag sa akin ng kapatid ko na nasa kwarto... Bakas pa sa aking mga mata ang pagka bagong gising... Unti unti kong tinanggal ang mutang iniwan ni sandman sa aking mga mata at tumungo na sa kwarto... Naroon siya't nanonood ng live telecast ng PBC Open na ginaganap sa Mall of Asia. Ang galing, dahil bihira kasing ipalabas ang Bowling sa telebisyon... Nakakapanibago lang...

Sa nasabing palabas ay nakita ang kagalingan ng isa sa mga myembro ng RP Bowling Team na si Liza Del Rosario. Na nag champion sa Ladies Division sa nasabing torneyo... Muli nyang itinaguyod ang bandila ng Pilipinas at syempre, ang kagalingan ng mga babae sa nasabing sport. Congratulations to Ms. Liza Del Rosario at sa mga kasali sa nasabing torneyo ^_^

Pumunta naman ako ng SM Fairview para sumali sa Mid Year Bowling tournament... Habang naglalaro ako, nakita ko na may tinuturuang mga kabataan ang aking coach dati. Natuwa naman ako dahil unti unti nang nakikilala ang bowling sa Pilipinas... Onting kadyot pa at kasing sikat na rin ito ng Basketball.. (Haha, asa naman) Habang pinapanood ko sila... Marami akong napagtanto. Nakita ko ang kapatid ko at ang sarili ko sa kalagayan ng mga kabataan na iyon. Tatlong taon na rin ang lumipas...

Nakahiligan namin ang bowling ng kapatid ko dahil lagi kami non naglalaro ng pamilya. Ang kapatid ko talaga ang nag enjoy sa isport na ito kaya naman sumali siya sa SM - Milo Summer Bowling Clinic sa SM Fairview. Di nagtagal, gumaling ang kapatid ko kaya naman binalak ko na ring sumabak sa sport na ito. Sumali ako sa mga weekend bowling clinics noon, naging coach ko si Coach Mon Camba. Magaling siyang coach at talagang marami akong natutunan sa kanya... Hanggang ngayon, humihingi pa rin ako ng tulong sa kanya every now and then...

Isang taon ang lumipas, medyo natigil ang mundo ko sa bowling. Sa kadahilanang lumipat ako ng paaralan sa probinsya... Pero ang kapatid ko, patuloy pa rin sa paglalaro nito. Habang nasa Infanta pa ako, bigla ko na lang nabalitaan na nasama na pala ang kapatid ko sa PBC-Youth Developmental pool. Malaking "break" na ito para sa kanya. Dahil na rin sa branch ito ng National Team, onti na lang magiging kasapi na siya nito. Syempre, nainggit naman ako... Gustong gusto ko nang maglaro noon, pero ano bang magagawa ko, isang taon pa akong maghihintay.

Matapos ang isang taon, muli akong bumalik sa mundo ng bowling. Pero ngayon, kolehiyo na ako. Mahirap na humabol. Muli nanaman akong nagpraktis, at sa kabutihang palad, hindi nabago ang dati kong tira. Pero napansin ko nga namang sobra na ang iginaling ng aking kapatid. Ngayong taon din ay sumasama na ako sa kapatid kong sumabak sa iba't ibang torneyo sa buong kamaynilaan.

August 2006, sumali kami ng kapatid ko sa Monthly tournament ng TBAM na iginanap sa Rockwell Powerplant Mall, Makati. Naging maganda ang "comeback" ko sa Asosasyong ito at ako ang hinirang na kampyon sa Class C Men's division. Ito ang una kong Champion sa buong "career" ko.

Di nagtagal, sa dala ng pagsisikap. May nag isponsor sa amin ng kapatid ko. Ang Ad-Style Signages and Marketing. Tinulungan nila kami upang makapag training ng libre at syempre binigyan nila kami ng mga bowling balls na hanggang ngayon ay ginagamit pa rin namin. Makalipas ang ilang buwan, nasama na din ako sa PBC Youth Developmental Pool. Sa wakas, dumating na ang "break" ko. Ngunit nahirapan ako na umattend sa mga training dahil na rin sa school.

Lumipas ang ilang buwan, nasama na ang kapatid ko sa Team Prima. Isa sa kilalang Team hindi lamang sa buong Pilipinas, pati narin sa buong Asya. Kabilang dito ang ilan sa mga myembro ng RP Team na sina Liza Del Rosario, Biboy Rivera, Paeng Nepomuceno at marami pang iba. Naging mapalad nanaman ang tadhana para sa aking kapatid. Nabalitaan ko rin na Iniimbitahan na rin siyang sumali sa Philippine Junior Bowlers na isa ring branch ng RP Team kung saan ang mga kabataan lamang ang mga kasapi. Ngunit ayaw nya dito dahil masaya na daw siya sa Developmental Pool.

Ako naman, halatang naiwanan na ng aking kapatid. Sadya nga namang ipinagpala siya sa isport na ito. Masaya naman ako para sa kanya.. Kung hindi man ako masama sa Team Prima or sa iba pa. At least, maipakita ko sa kanya na todo suporta ako. Sa ngayon, ang tanging gusto ko na lang ay ang manatili sa tabi nya upang lagi siyang may kasama sa paglalaro at pagpapraktis. Inaamin ko na hindi ako kagalingan, mahirap na ring humabol dahil matanda na ako... Ilang taon na lang ay hindi na ako kasali sa Youth Bowlers... Kaya naman siya na lang ang pag asa namin! Haha!

Nabalik na ako sa aking ulirat at naalala ko... Titira na nga pala ako... Ano oras na! Sandali lang! Sandali lang! Heto na ko!.. *Hawak ng bola, pwesto, lakad, batoooo* *Tugsh... Twaanng!!*

Congratulations to Ms. Liza Del Rosario for winning the PBC Open Women's Division and to Mr. Markwin Tee for placing 2nd on the Men's Division... Galingan nyo sa SEA Games! Make the Filipino people proud!

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007


Like Kuya, Like Sister... Joke!



No words can describe, on how much I'm proud of her...



Teeners sizzle in PBC bowling

YOUTHFUL Biboy Tajo and Dyan Coronacion showed up their elders to capture the men’s and ladies rookie masters titles in the 36th PBC-Boysen International Open Tenpin Bowling Championships at the SM Mall of Asia Bowling Centre.

Bowling way past their normal bedtimes, SLETBA-BX’s Tajo and TBAM-Prima’s Coronacion, both 13 years old, both pocketed their first major wins around 1 a.m. Monday after emerging with the best 10-game series tally in the finals.

Averaging 175 per game, Tajo scored 1,748 in bagging the men’s rookie masters championship and a cash prize of P20,000 in the tourney sponsored by Boysen, Amway, Philippine Sports Commission and the Department of Tourism.

PBA’s Paolo Darroca finished 35 pins behind (1,713) and settled for runnerup honors plus P10,000 while MBA-Pagcor’s Joer Atienza (1,701) placed third and got P5,000.

On the other hand, Coronacion, a Mater Carmeli School Novaliches high school sophomore, had a 1,741 aggregate in taking first in the ladies division and the P15,000 in the event also supported by Accel, the official RP team outfitter.

MTBA’s Tess Eusebio took second with a 1,689 output and P8,000 while PBAP-Bowlmart’s Anne Ramirez was in third spot at 1,646 and took home P4,000.

Sharing the spotlight was a young overseas bowler, Singapore’s Huo Jia Hui, who bowled the two-week tourney’s second perfect game of 300 before lunch yesterday.

Armed with a 14-pound Red Alert Edge ball, Hui, a 17-year-old high school student, did the feat on lanes 7 and 8 for her first 300 in an international competition.

Hui accomplished it in the team event in the company of teammates Katherine Wu and Gina Lim, who combined 1,182 and were running seventh in the category.



Well... Need I say more?.. My sister won in the PBC (Philippine Bowling Congress) Open Tournament on the Rookie division last Sunday, June 10, 2007 which was held at the SM Mall of Asia, SM Bay City, Philippines. The day after the Blogger's EB which was held last June 9, 2007! Haha!

Iwan na iwan na talaga ako ng kapatid ko langya! Mag seseryoso na nga ako sa bowling! haha! Next year ako naman :-> (asa pa me)

Article taken from People's Tonight June 12, 2007 issue.

Thank you Karla for editing the scanned picture above! ^_^


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Tuesday, June 05, 2007


The Cure for the Common Hitch part 2...


Slowly I stood up... I felt the pity of the people around me... I felt weak... I should've done anything when I knew I can... But then, I did nothing...

I wake up every morning, wondering what might have been... If only I did something... Anything... But then I guess I am too late... Too late... I guess, I won't see her again...

"If you two are meant for each other, time will surely find a way"

I walked along the busy street, reminisced the memories of when we first met... I can still see her right there, crying her heart out while looking at the hiding sun... A tear fell from my eye... It's been 3 months now, but I still couldn't stop thinking about her... I guess, God gave me this life... I guess my only purpose here is to make someone happy for the cost of my own happiness... It has always been this way, I should be used to it by now... But why?.. Why me?..

"Someday... Somehow... Destiny..."

I waited for her, at the same spot where I first took a glimpse of her... I've waited and waited, hoping for someone to lend me a crying shoulder... But, nobody came, nobody came... It's getting late but then I didn't mind it... I stood up, and went on my way...

"When will I see you again?.. How?.. What will you think of me now?.."

I walked again that busy street, staring blankly into space... I didn't mind everything that passed me by... Then suddenly it happened... Something that would change the whole me completely...

"Destiny... Destiny..."

I was walking alone when someone bumped at me...

"Oh, I'm so sorry Sir... I wasn't looking at my way..."

I know that voice... Suddenly it hit me... I slowly turned my head... Then cold winds approached us as the moonlight shines above us... It was her.. But then, I was too shy to even look at her... My ears were open but then my eyes were not looking at her... I'm too ashamed...

"It's ok... I'll go now... Take care..."

I marched on... As I left her alone on that busy street, tears flowed down my eyes...

"That's it?! After everything we've gone through, you'll just run away?!"

She shouted... I was motionless... Shocked... Embarassed...

"You know what, I broke up with him because of you... I went here as soon as I can, hoping that I could find you here... Well now, here you are... Then you'll just run away?.. You know what, forget about it.. I'm leaving..."

The people around me witnessed it... They looked at me with their pitiful eyes... Hoping that it could make me feel better... But then it came to me... This is my last chance... Here we are, so might as well do something... Last chance... last chance... It's never too late... Never too late!

"Never leave me.. Never... Let me die first before you say goodbye..."

As she walked steadfastly along that road... I ran towards her... I called out her name but then she never looked back at me... I shouldn't falter, this is my last chance... As I was getting closer to her... Time slowed down for a bit... The peopled around me was no longer visible. It was getting colder and colder as the fingers of the clock ticked its way...

"Don't ever leave me please?.. Because if you do.. I'll chase after you until you say I don't need you anymore"

She looked at me, I knew she felt that I was getting close to her... She stopped for a while... Looked at me with those sad, teary eyes... I came closer to her... And embraced her as if there was no tomorrow...

"This time, I won't let you go away... Iwon't leave you alone anymore... Please, give me another chance..."
"Promise?.."
"Promise..."

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Saturday, June 02, 2007


The Cure for the Common Hitch...


The things I would do just to forget you...

Soft sounds of a fountain was the background music, gushes of the winds were their cradle, and only a candle lights their faces... Yes, it was a very beautiful evening for both of them, each of them sends of their messages through their passionate eyes... It was the night that the quiet young man promised...

I woke up one day... Still haunted by the past... Hopeless and weak, never knowing what to do... There at my bed, I sat still... With the warmth from the sun covering me, embracing all the hatred that was stuck inside my heart... For the first time, I was calm... Calm and ready to face another day...

Everywhere I look I always see lovers... Holding hands, whispering in each other's ear, laughing, kissing, hugging, and having a good time... I looked at them... Envious... They just smiled at me... As I raced my way unto the busy side walk... I closed my eyes for a bit, hoping for someone to bump at me... But I guess, that will never happen...

Slowly, I opened my eyes... The blinding light of the sunset flashed right in front of me... As things started to get clearer, I heard someone crying... There I saw her, watching the sunset as it hides beneath the horizon... Her long black hair embraces her body as the winds started to get colder... My heart was then, occupied by pity... From that moment, I couldn't control myself... I sat beside her... She looked at me with those beautiful eyes, overflowing with wasted tears...

"I know, I am a complete stranger... But you can cry on my shoulder..."

I said, as I shared a broken smile... She just shared a smile, and looked away... Right into the hiding sun...

"Ok, I guess you want to be alone... I'll go now... Take care..."

I stood up and walked again into the busy streets... Until...

"Wait... Please stay..."

Of course, I wouldn't leave her... I wouldn't leave someone crying alone on a crowded place... I sat again beside her... With that sad look upon her face... I couldn't help but to ask her what's wrong... She told me that she saw her boyfriend with an another girl... Kissing and laughing as if she wasn't there... It's been months but still, she couldn't cope up with it... It was hard for her to move on... Slowly, she rested her head on my shoulder, as I wiped her tears... I sign of relief was visible upon her hidden smiles... I couldn't blame her for crying, I know, with this, she will surely be stronger in the future...

She looked at me with pure happiness as she told me...

"Let's eat something, my treat"
"No no no, let me treat you tonight ok?"

Dissapointed, she agreed with a nod... I took her on a restaurant not far from here... The scenery was perfect... This night was truly the night of my dreams... But I knew, that this night will not last long...

"A candlelight dinner, how romantic"

She said, blushing... I knew, it won't last long... So might as well make this a night we won't forget... As the time flew by, her eyes seems to glow more and more brighter each second. She now smiles with ease. I can see by her eyes, she's now happy, contented.. Just the way I wanted her to be...
She then, sat next to me... Rested at my shoulder for a while, and held my hand.... I was blushing but I didn't gave her a chance to notice it... I looked at her with a smile as she played with my fingers...

"Why didn't I met you before?.."
"Maybe, God made this day for us to meet..."
"I wish I could turn back time..."
"Me too.. Me too..."

She cuddled right into my arms, with her head upon my chest... My heart started to beat faster and faster... I knew she felt it... But then suddenly... Her boyfriend came, rushing down on us... He punched me and left me stunned, as she took her away from me... She looked at me as tears fell from her eyes, she tried to reach me but then it was already too late... The darkness of the night, swallowed the two of them away... Out of sight... Tears and blood mixed as they dripped into my cheeks and right down to the ground... I couldn't move... I was too weak... Embarassed, ashamed... I didn't know what to do...

"What now?.. *sigh*"

-to be continued

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Pseudonym: Icarus05
Birthday: April 25, 1990
Address: Novaliches, Quezon City
Province: Infanta, Quezon
School: University of the East
Course: Computer Science

Sports: Bowling, Volleyball

Hobbies: Bowling, Playing Guitar, Writing Stories, Writing Songs, Chatting, Blog hopping, Stargazing, Flyff-ing, Playing Ragnarok

About me: Single and Waiting! ;) A night person, very passionate and dedicated to everything I do, A lover trying to find himself and his true place here in the world...

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